A new day…

This has been the problem with my thoughts of pulling away from the assembly. I go to sleep head strong with the idea of searching for truth, and taking a step back.  And then I wake up in the morning feeling as mentally weak as ever; as if its the wrong thing to do.  And that I don’t have the strength to do it on my own.  I feel alone and abandoned right now.  I don’t feel the strength and confidence that I had when I h do accept the way of my assembly.

There is a passage in the word that states that one shouldn’t trust their own understanding, then there is another that states that one shouldn’t trust in man alone, that only leaves the almighty.  So where does that leave me, when there is only man and myself to try and interpret what the almighty is trying to teach me?

*sigh*