depression
It has been more than a while…
My dedication to writing this blog faded as I grew confident in my relationship with God. I believed I was fine, and had the strength that I needed to develop a relationship on my own with God. I did not want something that is so important to me, with so much potential to grow into [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 1 so far )Easter Weekend.
“I just wanted to let you know that I am not coming down this weekend for assembly. I am going home for Easter.” “That doesn’t surprise me. Amalya, I don’t know how much trust and belief you have in the word of the Almighty, but I know that his word is true. I know that [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 2 so far )The truth is some serious stuff…
From my posts you can see that for the past few months my mind has been consumed with the question of whether or not I am truly living as God wishes me to. I’ve gotten myself involved in a small assembly led by one woman. With all of us the group makes 6. Of those [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 2 so far )Still on the fence…
A rambling email sent to my sister. I’ve cried out to God to show my what he wants me to do. What would make him happy. But All i have before me is this assembly. Am I blinding myself to what God wants me to do because I don’t want to do what this assembly [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 2 so far )I don’t know Why…
I don’t why I feel so – hopeless. Hopeless. So dag on hopeless. I’ve found a way to understand the things I go through. The Almighty, has a plan for me. Yet, I still feel so hopeless. So hopeless. ———————————————————————————– I’ve been singing those words for the past few hours. I ended my day yesterday [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 1 so far )Im still here…
Hello all. I am still here. School has just started for me, and my schedule is quite..tight. Once I get a hang of my time, I will be posting. :c) Thank you all for your support and concerns. Just a brief update. I am still feeling suffocated, I following this path has not been refreshing. [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 2 so far )Guilt Trip
The guilt trip. My spiritual counselor’s strongest attribute. They can last up to three hours long. After she’s done telling me all that I have done wrong to gain disapproval of the Almighty I am even weaker than I was when I came to her for help. Its getting to the point, where I feel [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 2 so far )Depressing…:c(
As a baby in the faith, it is scary to see the attempts of people to prove that Jesus was a fake. The only thing that is keeping my faith in tact is knowing and understanding that the Almighty works in ways that humans cannot. If the Almighty wants to take up the body of [...]
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