Faith
It has been more than a while…
My dedication to writing this blog faded as I grew confident in my relationship with God. I believed I was fine, and had the strength that I needed to develop a relationship on my own with God. I did not want something that is so important to me, with so much potential to grow into [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 1 so far )Easter Weekend.
“I just wanted to let you know that I am not coming down this weekend for assembly. I am going home for Easter.”
“That doesn’t surprise me. Amalya, I don’t know how much trust and belief you have in the word of the Almighty, but I know that his word is true. I know that that [...]
The truth REALLY is some serious stuff.
I could only imagine what it feels like when you KNOW for certain that you have the truth when there is no room for doubt whatsoever.
Can the idea of truth even be understood within our tiny little human brains? What is it that validates if things are the truth or not? Is it when it [...]
Another Sabbath and then some.
Things are getting better I suppose. I am about to go down to Maryland again. For some reason I am still struggling with the idea of going to Maryland. I decided that I will entertain both sides of the equation (stay in philly or move in with my minister) until one side [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )Thank You.
I thank you so much for your words and prayers. They have encouraged me. Yesterday, I went to a church in my area. It was welcoming, and I met great people. I did not feel a dark cloud above me. It felt like God was smiling down on me. I [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 1 so far )The truth is some serious stuff…
From my posts you can see that for the past few months my mind has been consumed with the question of whether or not I am truly living as God wishes me to. I’ve gotten myself involved in a small assembly led by one woman. With all of us the group makes 6. Of those [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( 2 so far )Scenario…
“Hi Amalya, when you get this message, I would like you to call me back as SOON AS POSSIBLE, we are having a dilemma here, and I would like your input”
I call back.
My spiritual counselor goes on to explain this dilemma with a the disclaimer that she can not decide on her own because she [...]
Im still here…
Hello all.
I am still here. School has just started for me, and my schedule is quite..tight. Once I get a hang of my time, I will be posting. :c) Thank you all for your support and concerns.
Just a brief update.
I am still feeling suffocated, I following this path has not been [...]
Guilt Trip
The guilt trip.
My spiritual counselor’s strongest attribute. They can last up to three hours long. After she’s done telling me all that I have done wrong to gain disapproval of the Almighty I am even weaker than I was when I came to her for help. Its getting to the point, where I feel like [...]
Depressing…:c(
As a baby in the faith, it is scary to see the attempts of people to prove that Jesus was a fake. The only thing that is keeping my faith in tact is knowing and understanding that the Almighty works in ways that humans cannot.
If the Almighty wants to take up the body of the [...]
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